Trying see Chance The Rapper on Friday but these smuts don’t know ish about him.
Your actions slow down and it’s as if you can see everything in slow motion. Your taking it day by day, yet the process doesn’t progress. It went from warm days to cold days and its back warm again but by then them hot days are round the corner. The friends became enemies and the ones you thought you were close to pushed away. Searching for God everywhere yet he left you in the valley. Society excepts greatness yet your productions are mediocre. Entropy in your heart and can’t sleep at night because those thoughts wont let you rest. Clinging on the the last bit of success you are due but yet to gain. So at night you say a prayer and dream with a hope that tomorrow wont be the same…
When you want something… You will do anything. I can’t sleep because my future lies in someone else’s hands. I wish that things could be different but I can shake the feeling. My thoughts and my heart is starting to fill with doubt. I am only human and it suck to be such a great person and have to prove myself to any and everyone in my path of climbing this latter of success. I just want to go to sleep knowing that things will be better. I need this more than anyone I know. I feel like in standing at a door that won’t open because the person on the other side on wont unlock it. I need a blessing. Not just for me but for my family.
Had meetings downtown yesterday. These are just a few snapshots while I was getting ready early that morning.
When I close my eyes at night I see eyes saying back at me…. Freaky.
So i have a big Big BIG opportunity on Monday… FASHION, is all im going to say in regards to it. The last few days has been filled with research, studying, preparing, fasting and praying. Then i thought about it and realized that my personal appear with slightly charge if given the job and accepting the job. I’m cool with that, so for the next few days i will enjoy my long nails, tattoos and piercings. I’m nervous, I’m excited and thrilled because i know with this company i have an opportunity to grow. If the Lord see me fit then the opportunity is mine!
Why Artist Don’t Make Sense or Dollar$! #realtalk
I needed to see this!
I remember your breeze as if it crept up under my door during midnight showers
The morning dew
The ladies (my token few)
I approached you relentlessly
Not a care in the word because you were into me.
My doe eyes of honey brown the curls from my head that Sprang wild
You gave me love…
Touched by a gentle heart
The answer God gave from up above
I admire your beauty
No other thoughts no other memories compare
Summertime you birthed a new lady.
Oh how I miss you
And your touch
I miss the rush. Come back to me
Inject into me new memories…